Saturday, September 25, 2010

of restorations and choices

as i chase after flying fishes
as i sift through billions and billions grains of sand
even though my efforts seem futile
like watering a plastic tree
but rest assure
this is what is necesssary

a must, a prerequisite

yours, and yours alone
mine, and mine alone

here, right now.
this moment.
i choose.

and i choose life
i choose happiness

i finally got back into shape =)
wee, *goes back to drawing
drew the face and realised that it looked like my 양승호. <3
this is gonna turn out to be another fanart weeeeee. i am a sucker for thick lips and long necks.

infinitely yours,

Thursday, September 16, 2010

recent album purchases

Linkin Park's A Thousand Suns
*i died and went to LP heaven TQVM*
my recommended tracks: Burning In The Skies, When They Come For Me, Waiting For The End

Taeyang's Solar
My recommended tracks : Superstar, Just A Feeling, Take It Slow

i have so much homework to do weih. urgh. i hate homework. off i go, date my pakej latihan masa cuti edisi raya while jamming to a thousand suns.
someone do my homework for meeeee... i want to draw OTL

Monday, September 13, 2010

you asked.

holidays call for a book reading marathon of one of my favourite authors, Haruki Murakami. <3


Thursday, September 09, 2010

of capes with roses and more honest feelings

guess who.

my time of detachment has come. i'm sorry, the people i have hurt in the past, the people i'm hurting now, and the ones i will hurt in the future. i'm like this, you have to understand.
i am like the sea, with its low and high tides.
i am like a magnet, attracting and repelling.
i am like your arms, a haven and a prison.
i am like fried ice-cream, hot and cold.
i am like the wind, there but never there.
i am just like this, you have to understand.

i'm sorry i didn't quite turn out the way you had planned. i'm really sorry. i wish i knew the exact moment that i started to go wrong. i wish i could change who i have become.
but i won't. because although you hate the me i have become, i love her.


Tuesday, September 07, 2010

of pictures of plants and honest thoughts

because some nights are warm
and some nights are cold

i know everything about myself; what ticks me off, what makes me scream with joy, what i love, what i hate, the things that i can do, the things i won't do. but sometimes, moments like these come and i pause and think that i no longer know me. in fact, i might never have known myself. i'm a total contradiction, i take back the words i said to you. though i meant them when i said them to you, i do not any longer. because you see, people change, and yet they stay the same.

pshh, i'm off to draw.

Saturday, September 04, 2010

of thoughts and collaborations

currently reading : Kafka on the shore - Haruki Murakami
now playing : Beautiful - Eminem

note to myself :
when nothing makes sense to you, just don't sit there and wallow in self-pity.
pick up your pencil, you fool.
pick it up.

you know it will help.

/end :note to myself
on a lighter note, this is a cover done by one of my schoolmates. he has an awweeessooommeeee voice and guess what? he used my drawings in this video @@
/is totally happy. so please enjoy it as much as i did. =)