Wednesday, March 31, 2010

far far away

needed some practice on guy poses. need lots MOAR.
8-bit Rebellion is coming out soooonnnnn! I CANNOT WAIT!! lol, I have not even gone to buy an iPhone, iPodtouch, or iPad yet, but i can't wait for the game lol..
i think i'm gonna buy a 32gb iPodtouch. hmmm..

8-bit Rebellion Trailer!!

side note : i still feel like eating pizza.

Thursday, March 25, 2010


yesterday's nightmare involved me finding a body chopped into pieces and placed into tupperwares in a bathtub converted into a refridgerator. and somehow i could hear the murderer's thoughts when he packed the body in as i removed the layers of plastic on the bathtub. the setting was the same house where many of my dreams were in. a house that i did not know who owned, a house that me and my relatives were staying over in for a holiday.
we were going out and i wanted to bathe but all the bathrooms were occupied. then i remembered the bathroom not many used so i went there. i even went to loan shampoo and soap. getting ready to bathe, i saw that the bathtub was covered with plastic. i wasn't puzzled, i just thought that the owners didn't want it to gather dust. but anyhow, after the plastic sheet was another plastic layer. a harder plastic than the one before acting like a cover. below it was ice. i opened it. sirens screamed in my ears, my conscience telling me to get the hell out of there. tupperware after tupperware sat in the tub, neatly stacked. there were large blue ones. on one of those, partly covered by ice, was the word 'brains' written on tape. that was when i froze. i could imagine all the other parts of the body butchered up as the voice filled my head. i can't remember what it said anymore, but i remember being very scared. i quickly put back the layers of plastic hoping that no one would know that i touched it, fearing that the murderer might come and chop me up too. i grabbed my shampoo, soap and towel and walked away, almost running from his thoughts that i felt was almost becoming mine. no one acknowledged me when i joined them in the living room, nor did i acknowledge anyone. i was glad. glad that the sounds of random chatter drowned out his voice.
and then i woke up, and wondered why i did not call the police.

i like writing down my dreams and nightmares. 

this is my dream

this road i'm walking on, it seems like there is no end.
i may fall numerous times. i may feel like giving up. in fact i've wanted so much to give up.
but again i'll stand up higher and stronger than before.
because each step i take is a step nearer to my dream, each fall is a fall closer to my dream.

each time i fall, i'll get up, just for you, my dream.

anyways, i'm losing this fight, but it doesn't mean i'll give up.
smile for me, for i may forget how to smile.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

LPTV 2010 Preview & Dead By Sunrise in Japan

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absolutely must watch! japanese people get all the good stuff T^T


Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Main Entry: pi·ce·ous 
Pronunciation: \ˈpī-sē-əs\
Function: adjective
Etymology: Latin piceus, from pic-, pix pitch
Date: 1826
: of, relating to, or resembling pitch; especially : glossy brownish black in color

Tuesday, March 16, 2010


goldfishes look more elegant if they had a koi-like body.
i am fascinated by this world.


Monday, March 15, 2010


i had the saddest dream yesterday.
i woke up, and found i had tears in my eyes.
and i forced myself to sleep to change that dream. but all i encountered were different nightmares.

and i thought i would not get anymore ugly dreams.