Friday, February 26, 2010

who i am

the almost moon.
the name is taken from the book of the same title by alice sebold. i recently reread it again. either one of alice's book is being turned into a movie.. i'm not sure if it is 'the lovely bones' or 'the almost moon'.. i saw it at the cinema the other day..
the drawing is not inspired by the book. when i finished drawing her, i drew a guy beside her but i couldn't make him look nice, so i erased him and there was a mv playing in the restaurant i was in which had the singer in front of a moon. so i drew a moon and i remembered the almost moon, and decided that it cannot be a full moon and erased a little.
i'm not sure if the moon can look like that, i've completely forgotten my science and i cannot be bothered to google it up, so i guess i'm leaving it at that.

spm results coming out soon lol, which means i have to make my decision soon. or rather try to convince my parents to let me take art.. i really want to be a painter and an illustrator. i want to inspire others like how others have inspired me. i want to touch other artists and create beauty all my life.
but i cannot use this argument against them, i know. they will not understand that this longing to be related to art is part of me. all they can see is that i'm 'wasting' my good brain, that only fools go into art because they have no other choice, that form 6 is the best way to go because your place in a local uni is 99% asured, that matriculation is the fastest way to getting a degree, that pursuing a career in the field of biotechnology is good, that any career as long it is science related is good, that i should get a professional degree before getting a useless one (and by this, it means a degree in art), that i am wasting my time and energy fighting for this 'silly' passion.
somehow i wish they would just look at what i am actually capable of doing. yes, they have not even seen a quarter of my art. maybe if they see it, they will understand. but i am afraid of showing them, afraid of them shoving it back at my face and laugh at how talentless i am.
you know those shows where the hero loves doing something, whether it is dancing, playing a musical instrument or acting, and the parent disapproves? i hate watching those kind of shows because they remind me of the hole i am stuck in and because they always have a happy ending.
people who go on stage and receive awards would normally thank their parents first for believing in them. one day, i hope to be able to thank them for believing in me.

im sorry for another post like this .__.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

purple is better than blue

when two become one.
what? maths? never heard of it.


Sunday, February 21, 2010

this is a flower

thanks, captain obvious

Saturday, February 06, 2010

my wardrobe is filled with green and black

i tried drawing chibis again and failed horribly at the eyes :(
where are they looking at?!?! RIGHT, LEFT OR BOTH?!?!

i started my first driving lesson today. it was kind of cool, except i couldn't turn the steering wheel @.@ too hard for me so the guy had to turn it for me.
my hardcover copy of the school magazine came today! ;D

and yes, legendary 5Sc1.

love, mitch

Friday, February 05, 2010


"I'm not saying it's going to be easy. Nothing in life is easy. But that's no reason to give up. You'll be surprised what you can accomplish if you set your mind to it.After all, you only have one life, so you should try to make the most of it."
- Louis Sachar (Holes)

some pictures i took during a camp last december.

Monday, February 01, 2010


kuroshitsuji, higashi no eden and re:play!
picked them up while shopping in klcc today. (wait, yesterday)

and i cannot wait for the movies to come out! i wanna watch them!
i think higashi no eden is the only anime series that i've watched over and over again.
noblesse oblige
it's so pur-rii-tee... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥